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[Aug. 28th, 2007|12:13 pm] |
Ok to first start off with. This will be my lasy Lj entry on home_onearth.
Im leaving thursday and I wanted a whole new journal for my future months in chile.
So...
If you want. Add me.
stopstopstop_go
Do good guys. ill keep in touch as much as i can. Ill be deleting this account on thursday.
Best Luck to everyone. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2007|05:33 pm] |
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im burned and it sucks =[ |
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[Jun. 8th, 2007|07:20 pm] |
Todays what? The 8th? Of june? damn. Summers already flying. well i havent posted anything new. So lets see.........
I graduated! Thats new lol Man i cant belive it Its over and i already lost my diploma lol Its somehwere in my room Damn man It hasnt really hit me yet I still think im going back to krop in august fuck man ima miss highschool. well to the class of 08 To warn u all Man make ur senior yr the shit its gonna pass by so fast Trust me. Fuck man i did it. I worked so hard to fucking get that sheet of paper. I almost cried when i finally got it I wanted to but i didnt guess to embrassed But i cried when i got home at night when i was alone lol lil emo but na man only if u knew the shit i had to go thru to get that day. Fuck man. I didnt have to get my ged i didnt have to get it in july I got it the day i was suppose to Man it feels good.
well besides that Summers been ehh Im sick so it sucks Havent been out really Havent talked to any1 besides the people i live with and david n jessica. Dont feel like going out that much especailly when im not gonna be her for half of yr i want to saviour my house. man ima get mad home sick Oh well its an adventure and im down 4 adventures.
lets see what else? still naruto crazed haha ummm My moms more on the yes side to get the other tattoo yes! Excited 4 that.
and ehh thats pretty much it. even though he will never read this.
Im sorry im such a bitch. But happy birthday eric. Ur finally 17 lol |
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[May. 22nd, 2007|05:35 pm] |
oh man one more day and no more work homework anything whoo! I got my year book. Its ehhh. I feel bad for the yearbook crew. They fucked up soo bad. Guess thats what drugs to do ya. I had to return mine and get a new one cuz the minute i opened it pages in it fell out and i looked ta the lady like i was gonna kill her and she gave me a new one. =] Matt and dreds are seniors in it lol But overall its my year in a book. So its good anyway.
Hey guys im done its here. what what.
Cheryls party than my graduation what a week 4 my parents.
something weird is going on. I dont know what it is. i feel. I dunno. i feel. empty? |
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[May. 14th, 2007|07:35 pm] |
fuck. I wonder if my mom will let me do it.
I want to finish my tatto. She thinks its already done but heh just a little white lie. Were going to get the initials on my neck next week. Shes ok with that. But the one on my shoulder. I want to add to it. But its pretty big so i wonder if shell let me do it. Oh well Ill get the initals since she said yes already Im already pushing it since She let me get the other 1 . But i really want to add to it. Oh well Im 18 soon =]
Spiderman was weird. 2 much crying ugh
Ima watch pathfinder in 10 min.
Bills bringin home wendys. mmmmmm
And i decided im having a gradute party at my house. Just close peeps i guess. Ima send the invites out soon. I just wanted to go up n b like hey my house friday but my mom said no lol gay invites who does that? lol oh well. I wanna invite some1 but it would be really weird 4 them i guess. I think ill still send it But they dont have to come.
07! whatwhatwhat |
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[May. 10th, 2007|06:37 am] |
Reort:
Valdes,Tonia Music p1 Mr.K (Hed) pe
Thank you Jahred (a.k.a. M.C.U.D.) for being the founder of this wonderful band. Jahred Shaine founded (hed) pe, which stands for head planet earth, in 1994. There goal was to fuse the regions long-standing punk rock heritage with G-funk-inflected hip-hop to a sound he labeled "G-punk". They were formed back in 1994, when Jahred and guitarist Westyle became friends after noticing that they were always seeing each other at the same punk rock and hip-hop shows in Orange County. The musicians were getting tired of straight hardcore, and their passion for rap had begun to drive their creative energies. Soon after hooking up with four more like-minded individuals, they were soon showing at club 369 and many others across orange county. After their full-length debut through jive records dropped, "Church of Realities" in 1995 , (hed)'s touring at home and abroad indeed brought about a change. They crisscrossed the States on Ozzfest, and shared stages with Korn, Static-X, Slipknot, Kid Rock, System of a Down, and dozens of other heavy-hitters. The band soon noticed that they had won over some fans who intently watched their every move. These five Southern California personalities had begun to jell into a crack unit of hip-hop inflected, punk-infected musical assassins. Furthermore, reveals Westyle, it was on their last few tours that the group began to learn what not to play. There second album, Broke, came out in the year 2000. Then came there third, blackout, a few years later in 2003.Then right after they switched record labels from Jives to Koch. The band members are Jahred whose vocals, Chizad the guitars, Westyle also the guitars, Diza the drums and Mawk the bass. There diverse band and lyrics contain everything and anything. Its inapprioate, meaningful, crazy and overall just fun. |
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[May. 9th, 2007|01:49 am] |
hahah. Today was just a random ass day.
Man, Lifes so weird.
Dreams are even worse.
I cant wait till summer. =]
Ima a kid. Let me live. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2007|10:58 pm] |
well today feels like a day where i just wanna let everything out. Hows life going for you guys? 1 more month left of school. Im excited. Just that word. Beacuse i think it falls under the category of nervousness 2. Im applying to bcc. But going to chile first. When im 19 im joining the national gurad. Those are my plans. I want to travel. I really do. I wanna see the world. cliche i know but i dont care.
I realized on march 9 2007 that i am the most confused person on my sexuality. I really dont know what i am.
Im leaving highschool.& never want to come back. And i want 2 leave highschool on good terms. No problems. No drama. No hates. No dislikes. I said this b4. But now u can see i mean it. I have no problems and no i dont hate you. Yes that includes you.
Usually i dont put all my drama on lj but right now im in the mood. and really dont care Me and my 2 closest friends are not so close anymore drugs over freinds sucks It really is. & yes i have the heart to live without them. & yes i CAN do it. But i still dont want to. There my closest friends. & now theres a place empty inside. Yes i admit it I hurt.
My familys fucked up. & i really dont care what any1 has to say about it. I love my parents. And im behind them in w/e they do 100%. I love my MOM. And shes worth everything.
I passed alg2. With literally a prayer. I dont belive in god. But down there somewhere. Theres still some faith. I cried. My counselor told me he put me in the summer program. That i will graduate in july. I cried. I cried in 3rd period. My sophmore class. A class where noone would understand. I felt so stupid. I worked so hard all yr. Nightschool 4 times and a 7th period. I wanted to die. But i passed. Right before i walked in that nightschool class. I did something that i have never done. I prayed. Not because all of a sudden i was a jesus lover. But more of an instict. when theres a crisis no matter what u r. U rely on whoever. And that first person is god. I felt like i was talking to myself just praying. I didnt even know what i was doing. But i passed. He overrided my grade and let me go. And no that doesnt mean im now into the bible god jesus crap. Nor do i belive it was god who did it. But like in the first time in my life. I relied on him.
It proves that, Theres still some faith in me. And i guess thats a good thing.
But so far im good. I have my credits. Im there.
Dont fuck up guys. Its not worth it.
Proms here. And i feel reatrded. I hate dresses. But have to get 1 so i dont breakmy moms heart. So ill do it. even though i really dont want to. I was suppose to go with him. But he fucked it up. Im not a forgiving person. & i admit it. & really dont give a fuck.
I miss alot of things. More than most. But hey thats life right?
heh one of journal topics in class were why 32? I knew exactly what he was talking about. The v tech kids. My answer was, because he couldnt get to more. It suprised my teacher. But i think that what had happened.
Kids killing kids.
Are world is ending soon.
happy bday maca jason n arriella |
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[Apr. 17th, 2007|03:58 pm] |
wish me luck guys.
Destiny awaits |
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[Apr. 6th, 2007|02:20 pm] |
I hate feeling sick.
THIS SUCKS |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007|11:50 pm] |
wooo im posting again.
Im staring at a lucky charms Cereal box Deciding........... If i should eat some haha fatass i know
Whast new guys?
I painted my new room Woo Well my dad I helped somewhat
I HATE MY GLASSES Someone help.
Mays almost here So i just wanted to let everyone know.
No grudges. No dislikes. Yes that even includes him. But still refuse to speak But w/e No grudges Ect Ect
I wanna leave highschool With nothing to frown against.
Wanna chat? Hit me up. Im hyper 2day woooo
HAH
well let me end this Peace |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2007|11:47 pm] |
Sorry guys,
I want to see the world.
Im moving =( Down the hall Im going to miss u room.
Damn i had to sit and think, to remeber My lj password. When was the last time i logged in?
Well its april OMG haha Summmers almost here i can hardly wait Am i gonna have a great summer or what?
I need my contacts back These coke bottle glasses are killing me Im blind!
Lifes good. Its going well. I miss cookies though =(
I am unemployed and want a job But close to home.
Im tired.
REALLY tired..
April 14th is when the new ep comes out Let me just go in a corner and go cut and go Get it over with WHY CAUSE ME MISERY AND PAIN? Yes yes Still obsessed with my jap shit
Theres a few people that i havent talked to in such a long time But thats the way human relationships work i guess.
Someone asked me If i had to choose To be deaf or blind today what would it be. Deaf popped in my head so fast. But than the WHOLE day i was just listening to things that i would never be able to hear and it just made me think of shit. My friend said i choose deaf cuz on naruto eps it doesnt matter Cuz u read what they say BUT ITS NOT CUZ OF THAT lol
What a retarded Lj post in writing I mean it makes no sense, But wtf I dont care UR A LOSER 4 READING IT!
Im thirtsy... |
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[Mar. 11th, 2007|11:46 pm] |
Yo
Im here always.
Remeber that. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2007|11:45 pm] |
Im going to start saving up. So i can finsh my tattoo I got the symbols i wanted already a couple weeks ago Now i just want the design ITS SO HARD TO SAVE.> |
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[Mar. 10th, 2007|02:27 pm] |
Hey guys I made up my mind. Took alot of time. Things can change. But I know what im doing. I know where im going. & hope it goes thru. Ill meet the few road bumps and maybe even a couple detours. But hey Im ready. 2 more months Congratulate me? I think ya should =)
Live life.
They way YOU want to.
Not them. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2007|03:55 pm] |
OMFGOMGOMFG ITS HERE THE DAY IS FINALLY HERE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After nightschool im speeding home.
Damn today was a fucking great day. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2007|12:15 am] |
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>IS there anything you would like me to know but never had the chance to say for a certain amount of reasons or just never had the chance. Let me know it. Anonymous.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Ehh why not? lol |
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[Feb. 10th, 2007|01:54 pm] |
OMG I have butterflys in my stomach. I have the worst anxious feeling all over. From my toes to my head. I feel like im gonna burst of excitment. If this is how it feels to be in love. Than godman. To bad i dont feel it for a human being. But for a show. LAMOROFLLOL
2 things 2 of my most obsessed things are coming out and like th exact time. I thought i was gona die. DAMN MAN.wooo!!
OK Had to let out the excitment. Im a losuh I know. BUT I DONT FUCKING CARE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okok lol let me egt ready 4 work peace yall |
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[Feb. 10th, 2007|01:26 am] |
OMFG Like no lie. This weeks been the best ever MInus mat and the whole underclassmen drama. BUT OMG WAT A GREAT WEEK! Let me stop b4 i jinx it.
HAHAH 5 more days! 5!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO |
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[Feb. 4th, 2007|07:13 pm] |
Im sorry world. Im just not ready. Skip me, Please? Maybe I will be next time you come around. |
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